im sorry i have been away, i do that quite often. im not sure if i was ever missed or noticed... does anyone read this? oh well.
i have started life again in the same city that i have resided for the past four years. out of school, and finished obligatory studies, i have immersed myself into the world of work and early sleep. in my few moments off, i have been distracted by a knitting club (stitch and bitch), listening to my favourite songs over and over (on a good day), and a few period films (about poets, silk).
im still unsure of what i am doing here, and why i ever chose to stay - but im hoping this town will keep me safe and satisfied. i am working at a popular downtown cafe, and making a number of new friends and having fabulous chats with random strangers and regular customers. i this i have missed out on so much of this city while i was in school, so hopefully this year i will be able to re-discover it.
i just hope it is all worthwhile?

canoeing, 2010.

a booksale last saturday morning.

goodbye 37 wellington!

stolen flowers, $20 rug.
2 days until i am done my university degree.

march is the month where longing sets in.

my poor soul! oh, the things it has seen and done.
are my freedoms turning me into a slave?

just as it should be,

i never do well with things beyond my control. i like to remain conscious, with my feet planted firmly on the ground. problems with trust i guess, but that's okay! i do believe i am the best determinate for all things i.

and the days are not full enough
and the nights are not full enough
and life slips by like a field mouse
not shaking the grass.
-e.p.

i dont feel that way anymore! oh, life.

"nothing of me is original. i am the combined effort of everybody i've ever known."